my mum just called awhile ago and updated me about recent events that happened back at home, seems like everyone's taking a step to move on this year. not long after my eldest brother moved out, my second brother is moving out, then my mum told me about my third brother proposing to his gf last week. everything seems to change so quickly. i feel kinda happy for my third brother (being the closest to him), but a little worrying at the same time considering his ... weird way of thinking, how he would be able to raise a family while still having issues settling himself down at this age. glad that he did as he promised me the other time to stay together with mother.

certainly, there're issues with my sister in law with her attitude and useless brain (regardless how much of studies she pursue, i guess only theories work in her). she only acknowledge herself as the best while others would be way below her - bloody ass arrogant, hurtful and irritating. well, it's better off for her to move out since it's so torturing for her to stay on and makes nobody happy with her presence.

after writing the 2 paragraphs, guess a big family isn't that good afterall. so much of conflicts and dissatisfaction driving everyone to their ends. having 3 brothers feels like nothing. people kept asking questions like "aw, your brothers must have dote on you alot". In fact, we were never as close as what people think? being the youngest sister infested me much glory either? aiyaa... i have so much to ramble but too lazy... ta, thats it

bye

feeling so numb, relieved to have listeners around.